Wednesday February 7

Got up and went to help in the office this morning.

Then I had a meeting at the school for some consent stuff for Elsie's teachers to do some testing coming up for middle school.

MIDDLE SCHOOL!!!

I came home and then Brent took me to the Endodontist.

He stayed home this morning so he could go with me.

Remember the panic attack that happened 6 months ago at this same office!?!?!?!

Yes, I think it had a lot to do with the meds I was taking....but still, I was feeling a bit of anxiety about going alone.

So guess what....

That tooth that I had the root canal re-done just 6 months ago.......ya the one I had the panic attack at?

Well, that root canal has failed.

It is all infected and must come out.

Can't do another root canal fix.

And the spot that it is at, directly under the Maxillary sinus, there is not much bone there....so maybe an implant cannot be done either.

Most likely needs to be a bridge.

Anyway, but first things first.

I need to pull the tooth.

Don't know how it will affect sinus surgery yet.

But they won't do the surgery with an infected tooth anyway (says the dentist) so mine as well pull it.

They may still keep the surgery if we pull the tooth though.

Don't know.

First things first.

I will go tomorrow to get the tooth pulled and then evaluated to see if I can do an implant or not.

Yes, Brent is taking another couple hours off to take care of me.

He is so good to me!

I am so frustrated with all of this.

I really am kind of fed up.

But he is being so good and trying his best to calm my crazy :)

Tonight was a crazy night.

Elsie went to activity days with Sierra, I took Porter to Sherrie to take him to scouts with her and then brought Everly back home with me.

She was some sunshine for my not so bright morning :)

It was cute....we were sitting there playing and she said "Where Brent?"

Awww!

So sweet!

We played until Sherrie came to drop off Porter, and then she offered to take him back home with her while I went to YW, since Brent was at work.

I was happy to accept that offer :)

Then Laura came to drop Elsie off, and she also offered to just take her home so she could play instead of go to YW with us.

I am so thankful that both those little ones had a place to go....because tonight at YW was out of control!!!!!!

We just have SO MANY beehives!!!!!

We have 15 come almost every time......and today we also had 5 Miamaids because the leaders didn't show up....I guess they thought it was a group thing instead of class activities.

Anyway, it was beyond crazy.

They all had fun, but it was so loud and chaotic.

I am just grateful I didn't have to try and keep Elsie and Porter entertained too!!!!!

It was a little bit of a late night because I had to get all the cleanup done, drive some girls home and then pick up my little ones.....

I am ready to get to bed!!!!!!

Hopefully I won't dream on infections and teeth pulling :(

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Oh, and Happy birthday to my Mama ❤