Thursday January 15

So......feeling overwhelmed.

I guess I have been overwhelmed for the last 4 weeks.

I just feel like I am falling back and failing in so many areas.....

But I guess that is to be expected.

I am trying.

I am also trying to not do the extra things right now if I don't have to.

But then I feel bad, like a failure.

I have missed many days helping in the classrooms, and art smart days.

I am going to go in tomorrow for Elsie's art smart.

And I'm stressing over it :(

But everyone has stuff going on in their life, so I can't keep pawning stuff off on other people.

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This morning Brent and I went and got our double oven.

We found it on craigslist.

It was an amazing deal and I am so excited about it!

The guy was also selling a beautiful antique working gas stove......that I would LOVE!!!!!!

But we don't have the extra $3000+ to buy that :(

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Once we got home, and got Porter home, I tried to make a shopping list, and recipes for the week.

Cause I have been REALLY bad at that.

Really bad at making good dinners for my family :( ....(failure)

Well, I kept having to do other things and never got a really good list.

Maybe that will get done tomorrow.

Maybe......

After dinner, we all worked on homework.

Dad is feeling okay today.

Not sure if it is any better than it was yesterday......but way better than last week :)

So that's good.