Monday April 16

I really hope we are doing a good job with these kids.

Our lives have kinda been thrown into roller coaster.....if that even makes sense.

I feel like I am not on top of what is going on in school with the girls.

It is a good thing both of them are on top of things and don't need me in that area, for now.

We are adjusting to life in so many ways.

We are loving it all.

But that does not mean it is not stressful.

Not time consuming.

There is so many things we want to do....

But even with that stuff aside, there is so much that just plain NEEDS to be done.

But we are doing it.

We are a team.

Just sometimes it feels like we need a vacation.

But I don't even want a vacation....I wanna be here and do stuff here, stuff with my family.

It just seems like the rest of life gets in the way.

So we just need a vacation from the rest of life I guess.

Maybe that is what Summertime will be for us.

Maybe :)

I just love these kids.

I wish I could be a better Mom for them.

I am trying...and praying and hoping and wishing that Brent and I, as a team, can make these little people into kind, loving and giving adults.

Not really sure why all this is on my mind.

Just sitting here trying to cross off the items on my to-do list....and none of those things have included much one-on-one time with my sweet little ones.

So.....I am going to try harder to add some good one-on-one time with the kids.

Time where we can really talk.

Cause I love talking with them.